Asar 16 last evening. The text message came as the son continued to have fun celebrating his 13th birthday - your report of Covid 19 Is Ready.
A! It came sooner than expected.
I left the running fun after a mobile signal and stepped down - I did a computer on. I pasted the link that came in the text to the URL browser. Report – Positive.
How to believe? Neither symptoms nor signs.
Hey! Does that happen?
I laughed - A I have a corona!
No one was ready to believe. Bavu-mothers who are taking medicine at home. It's been 3 months since the first-stage vaccine took place and sat in a sharp wait for the second. Mrs. Out of the vaccination classification. The boy was just a teenager.
When I told myself I was positive, no one was going to believe it.
The CT Bear on three indicators showing covid signals, respectively between 18 and 19. That is, there is a risk from me - to move to others.
It felt like the report should be 'falls positive'.
What is to rely on Nepal's lobby? Wasn't the swab taken from my nose and neck exchanged with anyone else?
There was no reason to slumbering at night. Testing again tomorrow - the report will come true and ensure the journey.
I got to another lab in the morning and told me to do an antigen test.
Everything was done in 15 minutes. Report Negative.
Which report do you now believe? Based on the amount of CT bears shown in PCR yesterday, negatives should not come to Antigen!
Since the first basis of my journey should be PCR testing negative, I confidently swab for the test again. I returned home.
July 1 was a special day for me. A date set after a long period of hard work. But, what would that hard work be with the Positive Report of Covid 19 the previous day?
'Let the report go hand in hand, I'll make it to 8 p.m. '
The words of assurance were like in itself. With no symptoms and no signs, there was no confidence in me. Falls Positive's second test had no choice but to accept what it shows.
The message rang like the previous day, staying bright as he left for the test in the morning. Positive again. But, above CT Bear 26! How much difference in one day? The difference may have been different according to the machine or chemical that would be tested. The journey that was set aside became prohibited. What else would happen to the other member of the house on the other side?
I sat in the bedroom. I looked at the one-on-one - the clothes stuck in the suitcase. The suitcase remained open. The journey remained blocked.
2010 January 1.
For the first time, I'm on a trip to Vipassana Meditation Sivir. Friend Umesh Shrestha is also together. Even if we went together, Umesh and I never faced facing for nine days - even if we were in the same hall, eating in the same mess.
That trip was set in the lobby of friends Krishna Stone and Umesh. Vipassana meditation and its basic knowledge were already given by the association of friends. Information about the rules of compliance there. So that bizarre 12-day trip to Lahalhai had laid the groundwork for a comeback.
The re-interview with religion was due to be completed for 12 years next January. Even though he was involved in three-day and one-day sewers in the middle, he kept on repeating his ten-day basic journey of intuition - isn't some things missing?
The parable of the sidelines was forming - the subject of going again. This beach continued to fluctuate - even unexpectedly and unexpectedly. It was all going well. Keeping everything going right means - not really saying everything is right. Or how to distinguish between right and wrong? Everyone's amazing when they see others but how much I'm in the water to know instinctively.
Drawing attention to the peers' lobbying was taught - to accept weakness. To be committed to not repeating and not to covetousness. So there was a kind of tie even when it was not regular.
The river was returning at 12 years old as if it were a river coming back. The report came in an abysmal way – positive.
'How much headache is there? What about fever? You have to look at the oxygen level otherwise you have to go to the hospital. And what else is there at home? 'suggestions and questions began to come together regularly.
His room was suddenly transformed into isolation. I waited for the signal - Covid 19. Ah! Not something. Five days passed in this way. Playing football with his son in a mask became a diary, forgetting with a plant. The flavor remains in place. Food has been preferred. There are no nominal traces of the fever. Cough, no cold.
The vaccine should be in the first phase because there were no signs that I was infected with Covid 19. I didn't have any indications anyway that there wasn't a positive report in the family members' trial either. There was no infection from me to anyone.
Five days later I started going to regular work - because I could work through isolation. If Vipassana wasn't going to go - I wouldn't have done the test itself. I would not have been infected. What contradiction! After two weeks I went to the doctor.
'All right, 'he said, looking at the X-ray.
'It just seemed like Corona was going to stop paying attention in particular,' Dr. Sav. '
'I haven't been able to reconcile either and go again. It has been gone twice. '
The doctor, who was also a practitioner at a clinic near the home, was also a disaster practitioner. I set a date after a few chats with him - August 1.
'I'll go next month. How it happens has to be reconciled. '
'Don't worry. It fits in whenever I want, 'the answer to the ShitalDa Dahal before my word falls.
Shital, who is a master of raising the issue of discrimination from the thought-provoking article and bringing it into the debate, is a disaster on his own. His temperament is always going to take the one who wants to go to the meditation to get him there. A 'chaotic' writer known in contemporary society as he strikes hard from writing over established validity. How is it unnatural for him to look chaotic in this society because he is a sadhaka of the sadhana vipassana, which is a stumbling block to communal rituals? An 'uncharitable disciple' in the eyes of a society that vows to sacrifice a deity for personal gain. They made my journey comfortable this pala.
What happens when you go to Vipassana? What is the advantage?
I have also faced a lot of double questions. The solid answer may well be far beyond the scope of my knowledge - I probably can't answer. I myself didn't go into consideration by weighing the profit losses. I went to Bahama. I felt it. I'm still a century away from the knowledge of putting emotion into words. How is it also to scientists' feelings?
August 10. The tenth day of meditation. The sadhaks, who have been completely silent for 9 days, are busy chatting. A different kind of glow on everyone's face. The face seen as the first day swerved into the dharma-syringe premises is quite different on this day. Even if they sat together, had dinner in the same meat, even if they had gathered in the same hall, they were suddenly getting acquainted with each other's faces this day. The sensation swap was ongoing.
'I've been six times this year. Teachers know you won't give anymore!'
One of the sadhaks was being heard. He has been linked to medical education. The attention was drawn when he heard he was explaining electromagnetic waves in the human body. He was excited when he met precisely when disaster broke out what he had read in medical science.
'The subject with a sense of focus cannot be verified but it is being confirmed in yourself. '
That's why he was drawn to Vipassana. Whether he was reading or teaching the student, he was clear from the sensation when he came to the attention of what he knew about electromagnetic waves. Each time he came, he was told that his vibrator journey was uninterrupted because of the addition of different knowledge.
Engineers were slow to come to practice. Those who understood modern science were interpreting theology by linking it to it. Everyone's experience and experience were heard differently.
The law of nature to be generated and merged. Focus on the same rule of feeling. Life - death, sorrow – happiness is all fleeting. The path opened up if we looked at all of this in a sense of equality. The most commonly used 'equality sense' continued to make me feel nervous and undrunk at any of the events, which was not the way it had been felt the previous time.
When there was a wave in the body, the pain was excavated or joy. Both of them are on the road to mergers if they are not panicked in pain and are not in disdain for joy. Birth and death are a constant process. This same law of nature is to be balanced and felt, immunity from sorrow. That's the same equilibrium spirit in my mantle in the professional calculation.
What happens if there is a sense of equality when news works?
The answer came smoothly - the vavashasharu, which could be in the profession, would become weaker and more balanced. The word we interpret repeatedly as objective journalism remained to suggest that it was basically a sense of equality. There was neither excitement nor pain in words when there was a sense of equality. When news of someone's victory or defeat was ready, the excitement that waved in the news proved unreputable. Professional purification is going to happen from here too!
Deepak Joshi was the practitioner who gave me an elevator on his way back. He has lived in the camp 15 times. On the day of her return, she was on mobile. He is a law businessman. On his return, he had told me - I think I'm going to do something that would benefit society no matter how busy it is. At least one hour a day is spent for the benefit of society - by giving legal counsel.
Shill, Samadhi and Pragya. Its practice and experience are disasters. The word cannot mean it, the feeling is essential. So the focus must also be on the camp in the first place to be eligible for charity.
The question is 12 days out: What about lockdown?
'No. But, maybe they do - the hospital is starting to fill. The numbers are also rising. '
There was a different energy feeling as the old man was entering the world of noise again from the meditative atmosphere. There is also a commitment to continuing to focus. The love of acharya, co-acharya, and service teachers who teach us attention is incredible. This kind of affection is not found on the outside.
Both mother and mother had received a second vaccine when they returned home satisfied. The vaccine had not been brought into Nepal until it went into meditation. They had concerns about not being able to wear only the second for a long period of time. They'd even been able to wear ivory on this beach.
'Anitya is eternal. '
The most listened-to-word in 12 days. The skilled businessman, Shyamsundar, lives in the middle of the camp. Shankar Pokharael has been forced to resign from the prime minister. Prime Minister KP Sharma O'Leary has made a strong speech - with criticism of the government - by coming to the House of Representatives that has repeatedly dissolved itself. After all, it was an unmatched game. These developments, which have developed, did not feel any excitement or sorrow in my mind.
'A. '
The word came out so much. Let's not be in everyone's room to inspire for meditation. Thank you to all the friends of the first post who created the environment.
Let it be the welfare of all. Let it be good for everyone.
